HEALING
Green is one of my favorite colors. It truly makes me smile whenever I wear this shade (almost in a therapeutic way). The color represents numerous things, but for me I associate it with healing, protection, and peace. It is also said to provide mental & physical relaxation and treats depression; while also giving a sense of renewal, self-control and harmony. All of the things that I’ve been struggling with these last couple of months. Recently, I lost one of the loves of my life, a sibling, my older brother. It’s truly heart-wrenching to write this but I hope it will aid in healing me and perhaps someone else. It’s so painful to walk this earth knowing a piece of you is gone, but his soul lives on forever. I don’t believe I will ever truly recover, but at least I can try to continue with a brave face. My brother loved fashion just like me, and always dressed truly for himself. So, when I get dressed, I ask myself, “How would he elevate this look?” He will always be the flyest person to me. Everything seemed so trivial when he left this earthly plane and I wanted to give up on everything, but I know he would want me to continue with my dreams and be happy, so I can’t disappoint him. We will forever miss, love and honor him. I love you Baby J.
